YALANSKA - My sweet 18

so many faces
that i see everyday, but
i cannot escape
the feeling that
im all alone
go through it somehow
things i cannot forget
and there will be even more (of that)
i don't know
who to blame, and
i can't
really keep my head high anymore
i pray that
i won't waste it all,
don't need you
to stay with me
no need to ask how i feel
sometimes it's just hard to breathe
stay out of my dreams
you wanted me to disappear
im fine, or so it seems,
don't want to hear you're sorry
why do I feel so lonely?
welcome to my sweet eighteen